People u tend to Close is the people U tend to LeAve....

Finally, you leave me with no body.. My cousin name Zack fly away far from Malaysia. He had finished his study in GMI and while waiting for scholarship from one of well known organization for pursuing his study abroad he go to UK today visiting his friend there..i meet him last week and we had a fighting words from words, keep blaming each others finding the reasons why we haven't meet for long period because of no reason i guess. I told him i am busy working and studying but he keep asking me what happen to our planning of having a vacation together before he will left Malaysia..My wish for him is have a pleasant journey and i really miss him..Like my friend always said "bila dia ada depan mata kita tak hargai tapi bila dia pergi nangis je la" . Now when i listening the song of "Pelangi Petang" by Sudirman i am keep remembering him...

25 December 2008

This is the difficult decision that I have make in these hard times.

I am no longer able to pretend that I am having a good time but I am not.

Even though it was not me that nearly drown that day but growing up fell like that sometimes. Fighting the questions, treasure the secret and feeling lost.

I am hoping when I make these decision everyone who had waiting these will happen for so long become happy and satisfies.

I can write much because my mind completely tangles…

25 December 08 is the day.

The day that everyone wants it’s happen.

I give my heart Tonight...My ALL

I am thinking of you......
In my sleepless solitude tonight......
If it's wrong to love you.......
Then my heart just won't let me be right'.....
Cause I've drowned in you....
And I won't pull through.....
Without you by my side.....